bad smiles and real laughs, vs fake smiles and haha

smiles and wishes on eyelashes. late nights turned ealry mornings.
i flat out tell you, i dont want this,
i dont want you.
yet your relentless like its no big deal.
like the fact that im tottally not interested is nothing to worry about all.
that you want something so badly and youll never get it, but its no big deal sweerheart